I threw out all your balloons
I can’t believe all the things I did for you
I burn all your balloons
Can’t believe what I did for you
All that I stayed for
All that I begged for
When you knew
I’d never be enough for you
When you knew
I’d never be enough
I can’t afford to hate myself anymore
let me come back
back to you
let me remember
all that we share
i see you all
you sang to me
surrender to me
all your shame
i will burn it away
surrender to me
all your pain
i will kiss it to flames
did it take some time after
even as they did play?
did it take some time after
or was it all just a laughter?
did it not take you by surprise
how my world wells with tears?
just thinking about it
how the mess begins, darling
how the mess, the mess begins, darling
only there in the night
when it starts to fall
only there in the night
do I see my fault
only there in the night
incognito deal
only there in the night
deliberate deal
only there in the night
reaction is served
only in serving the cause of all causes
only in serving the cause
does the dust settle
how long will it take me?
only to feel for you
shall i simplify?
i did not see the lights
shall i simplify?
i saw the entire room
i saw it shape around you
ecstasy
we have met previously
ecstasy
but in different bodies
ecstasy
when did it feel like you were gone?
what does it feel like to be wanted?
you all assume that i've got souls chasing after me
did it go just like you had planned?
or was it all a crack in your hand?
did you know that it never ever takes control?
so far there hasn't been a day
where you don't cross my mind
so far there hasn't been a night
where your face does not appear in my dreams
conscious insecure defence
pushes hair out her chin
acne out her skin
headache from walking in this space
your effulgence drew me out
my existence is all about
incarnation as the sound
these gestures
of attraction
in blissful interaction
constant original
of all that i adore
whose gestures
are inexhaustible
i'm gonna run
till the power comes
around my love
gestures
a gesture so divine
dreaming
in detail
as we go on
with this scene
for too long
i have been buried
by a cover of illusion
for too long
well, the sound of your name
brings me back
to a real state
for your joy
it is reflecting
and confusing
dreaming in detail
dreaming
well, we are dreaming
in detail
have you heard
of the new names
as they go
all the way
i go
from the rote
to the happiness
next to the horses'
somehow i hear
all of those highs
all those lows
all the same
would you mind
telling me
when you're back
out of misery
are you at my door?
am i in your head?
am i in your trip?
i am there
in every note you bend
every note you slide
i am
attention
collision
oh
by the avalanche
vishnu
the soul
can never be cut
to pieces
by any weapon
never burned
by fire
never withered
by wind
missing you
leads me
to drying out
how do you feel now
my dear
you are
my necessity
all of the time
we are in the jungle
dramatic playing ground
where we all
just hang around
acting in a body
of some category
detach yourself
and you will see
the glory
a fleeting manifestation
of matter
by the ultimate maintainer
a designer
and arranger
the great attractor
is in everyone
the great attractor
is true
squint-eyed
squint-eyed me
on a field
in debris
stained eyes
stained-eyed
stained-eyed me
horizontally
epiphany